Friday, September 11, 2009

UEC trials done

finally after days of studying ,trials are long gone at the same time the real thing is coming...goals for pmr is 8A's and for UEC is 7A's.with 6 A's for PMR,i can exchange it for a new lappy and a new school....so Bryan focus on ur outcome.....wont be having my lappy back till the end next month,i will miss the times with lappy like photoshopping,hugging and sleep and.......

How i wish i was only taking PMR........

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Find out a lot of stuff

Song:jeneral hospital,when angels cry

todayi suddenly got the courage to tell someone something that i really want to tell in person,sadly i cant.our distance is quite far apart but i think distane is just a number too,the most important thing is the feeling i have for this person.

my good bro ask me a question that is quite weird few days back,unfortunately i said yes.I think i sitll regretted for saying yes.this thought me a valueble lesson,if you dont do it someone will do it for you.

the way i deliver stuff(speaking )will sometimes make others feel uncomfortable because its just too extreme i think or its just i am not sure.....aaron's style of speaking is good in a way at the same time using it too much is not as good as i thought of......

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Where is the bryan in me?

hols was not that great for me,i didnt achieve what i plan to.i was happy that Queenie allowed to at least be at camps,but i really regretted for abusing the trust web gave me.now i feel bad for putting web and nat bad posittion.How i wish i can repair the damage,at the same time academics are important too..trials are next week,i know all parents are hoping for good results from their son/daugther and me too as a son shall deliver good results to them....

Last sat went to akltg during iag,my purpose of going there is to get some feedbacks from Queenie but for no reason i dont dare to ask.talking to her is ok,but when it comes to asking what can i improve to be PD i was like scared.....thats why now i am asking myself where is bryan??the bryan i know will do what ever it takes not afraid to take action...

anyway i cant go to ttdi any more till my pmr passed,at the same time i will work both sides myself and studies.