feelin regretful is ok,we just need to move on

should i be happy or by feeling regret because i knew that this day would come.Now as i turn back and look at my past i cant feel something call satisfaction.every single year in chong hwa i barely pass so i didnt care abt my results as for this year is diffrent i finally failed my school results,days ago i step up to a mirror in my room and asked myslf why cant i move on to acchieve greater things?

we move on

and the answer was i dont want to,now i have break this belief and i shall move on and focus on my next exam that is 3 weeks ltr.a lot of teacher said'bryan you are hopeless/lazy',i think i prove them wrong because i live a coach,not acted as 1!

what akltg have thought past/= future,i finally found something more precious than material stuff ---

directions that lead us to goals

My experience with Windows 7

i actually installed W.7 on my desktop,due to my stupidnest i tried a vista skin on it---my pc suddenly lag and can enter the desktop anymore.so i decided to downgrade it back to xp.

W.7 has a good GUI and the aero effect but the OS is not stable at times.most software that are compatible with vista/xp can be use on 7 but be careful when you are installing skins/theme that are vista's.most of the games can be run but every time you run the application you must allow.to me the best OS now is MAC OS X Snow Leopard.

waiting for PMR results in order to get this

Macbook Pro 13 inch 2.53GHZ

lenovo Thinkpad T400s with discrete graphics

School Life Is Boring

Pmr has ended since 3 weeks ago,although UEC is still on but to me is not important.for the past few days i was just getting 'tong fa sun'/'gam kong di',etc.....was fun in a way coz i learn new game but i lost some $(sad thing).





I got myself a new mouse that is the

Microsoft Arc Mouse

you can just flip it open to use or just close it by simply bending it...it cost around 200,it was super smooth while playing dota.

i shall continue on my shirt call the retard gang ,it is 60% complete,will posting on facebook by next month.

PMR is in 4 days

after days of intensive studying,i think i am around 60% prepared for it....life is always like this,you will only urge urself when the real thing is here...me and darren bought notes for 50 ringgit,he said the tips are quite accurate so shared the money with him....sometimes all this tips will increases the temptation in us...but ppl whom are reading my blog do take note,only follow 1 kind of tip ....

my goals:8 A's

wish all of you good luck and happy mooncake festival.........

UEC trials done

finally after days of studying ,trials are long gone at the same time the real thing is coming...goals for pmr is 8A's and for UEC is 7A's.with 6 A's for PMR,i can exchange it for a new lappy and a new school....so Bryan focus on ur outcome.....wont be having my lappy back till the end next month,i will miss the times with lappy like photoshopping,hugging and sleep and.......

How i wish i was only taking PMR........

Find out a lot of stuff

Song:jeneral hospital,when angels cry

todayi suddenly got the courage to tell someone something that i really want to tell in person,sadly i cant.our distance is quite far apart but i think distane is just a number too,the most important thing is the feeling i have for this person.

my good bro ask me a question that is quite weird few days back,unfortunately i said yes.I think i sitll regretted for saying yes.this thought me a valueble lesson,if you dont do it someone will do it for you.

the way i deliver stuff(speaking )will sometimes make others feel uncomfortable because its just too extreme i think or its just i am not sure.....aaron's style of speaking is good in a way at the same time using it too much is not as good as i thought of......

Where is the bryan in me?

hols was not that great for me,i didnt achieve what i plan to.i was happy that Queenie allowed to at least be at camps,but i really regretted for abusing the trust web gave me.now i feel bad for putting web and nat bad posittion.How i wish i can repair the damage,at the same time academics are important too..trials are next week,i know all parents are hoping for good results from their son/daugther and me too as a son shall deliver good results to them....

Last sat went to akltg during iag,my purpose of going there is to get some feedbacks from Queenie but for no reason i dont dare to ask.talking to her is ok,but when it comes to asking what can i improve to be PD i was like scared.....thats why now i am asking myself where is bryan??the bryan i know will do what ever it takes not afraid to take action...

anyway i cant go to ttdi any more till my pmr passed,at the same time i will work both sides myself and studies.